Lookin for love again. And friends. My instagram is always updated. Got other platforms too. Hmu.
Im straight and transexual and bi curious. Ask for the specifics if you want i guess. I can see how thats confusing. Ill do long distance, if you plan on adopting me (;
Im immortal btw, looking for a donor.
I have social anxiety but not in the insecure way, moreso the ptsd wayyyy ahaaaaaaa.
Whats an immortal girl gotta do 2 get adopted lmaoooo hmu and lmk
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yoooo, lmaoooo. my soul is shAttered into a thousand pieces, but heres my instagram, im on there wayyy more than here... the tag is @ n0_reality SOMEONE for the LOVE OF GOD, save me from ohio... I guess Im just looking for friends and people to talk to. What ever that may lead to, if its romance, okay.. but i have trust issues so im just looking for friends and ppl to talk to rn as i said.. I respond kind of slow, im usually busy so yeah.. dont take it personal... I dont delete these old bios because i look back at them and theyre so hilarious and/or iconic so yeahhhh. Lol im not deleting it 😂 Time Capsules...👁 im in a very shy period of my life right now so... theres that... i dont message first. Its trauma related. Eh ok thats enough.
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Yooo another updateee. I dont care about romance anymore!!! I always get stabbed so im just looking for friends, stuff to do, and where spirit takes me, f**k it. Message me. Warning though, im supernatural, psychic, a medium, and insane to most but im incredibly smart AND abnormal ahaha. I also have a sharp tongue if invoked, but i think im p rad. I *LOVEEEE* dark wave, js.
Im not like anyone youll ever meet. I will probably change your life in some way. Dont ask me how. Youll see in time if u stick around.
I am ascended and enlightened to higher consciousness but i am a bodhisattva and i am still especially abnormal *after thawed* I AM AN INTENSE AND BIZZARE PERSON so yah
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I am a literal insane misanthropist. But unfortunately i am lonely. But also unfortunate, i am again, crazy and i dont believe love is even possible for me, so i guess im looking for friends. Exploration, DEEP, not just meaningless and physical. I am a very deeply expansive person especially in taboo. Again, not just stupid *****es. Taboo doesnt only mean “weird things you fap to”. I talk a lot as well if you havent noticed. Be my friend.. HAHAHA *everyone is gone... * also, my appearance changes l i t e r a l l y by the day, so, keep that in mind, i guess..
I am a real yandere. Dont come to me saying you love yanderes, get me attached, and then run away once you see i am truly crazy, manic, and ring a ding ding clingy ;D i do come with the rest of the perks tho. Devotion, ahegao faces n all. But i am SCARY so dont f**king play with me i al a shaman. And regardless, im manic and insane. Just dont f**k yourself. Dont play games and f**k with me. I love games. Just not mind or love games. But lol where even is my mind and what state is my heart in? After reading all of this, you can see why im looking for just friends or exploration whatever that means but not in an xnxx sense because only that is a waste of my time.
Why tf do they upload every photo on this site every direction BUT up??? -___-|l|l
I dont tend to message first because apparently im a horrible sense of character if i initiate, i dont f**kin know, but everytime I message someone first, they end up being an asshole down the long run. Ive spent my entire life chasing after “the one” and getting f**kED, so its time for a change. Come after me.
Living Oxymoron. Lonely. Hopeless Romantic. Cynical. Misanthrope. Intellectual. “Bats**t Crazy tm”. My Existence is constantly an existential crisis and im exhausted and want it to stoppp. Raw existence, raw emotion. Deep Thinker. Old Soul but spirit of a child when i open up. Am I anOyiNG yOu wITh my cApitALS and lOwercAses? Haha f**k it. Where am I? What is this sleep you speak of? Abstract. Unorthodox. Weird. Im not just some edgy moron, i do want to get the f**k off this planet and everyone makes me increasingly homicidal... its not a trend, stop being a s**t d**k. Artist. Creative. Beyond Spiritual/Esoteric. Normal in No Ways. Full of Jokes. Corny Jokes. Wacky. Living Comic Book Character/Cartoon. Too Edgy for my Own Good. Been THROUGH the moon and back. Soft as a cloud, sharp as knives.. HIGH intensity. Passionate Being. Living dream, reality is illusion. Existence is a nightmare or a dream. My path has been a never-ending nightmare.. Either way, this illusion isn’t real.. Just dollhouses. Dual Goddess stuck on Earth and want to go home, 0010110. Immortal... not by choice.. Poet. Writer. Walking Corpse.. Wailing Ghost in the Flesh. Jfc i hate people but im so goddamn lonely jfc its a paradox 💀I enjoy deeper things. Simple things. I believe in action not just words. I am in constant need of affection for me to believe someone loves me ahAAA isnt that great? f**k. im not TOOOO bad... HAW HAW (whats funny is that i actually tend to be quite shy in the beginning.. yup, im ONE OF THOSE...)
what is this existence?
Yes i wrote this sober. 420 blaze it tho, ha haa. But, I am genuinely this complex. Or whatever you want to call me. Labels dont mean a thing because they arent even close to descriptive enough to describe my personality, being, and existence as a whole... i am not just another pretty face.. im a whole ass enigma. Even I am still figuring myself out... >_>
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Below is my old bio from like, 2017.. Im still the nicest person, but my patience is so short. Don’t consistently f**k with me. Its THAT EASY, WOW!!!
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If you like a girl whos crazy, numb yet feelsy, a social degenerate, a nympho when i trust you and am dating you, weird, edgy, curvy, and a handful, youve found your woman. I've been through a lot so please be understanding with me... I feel that I'm pretty accepting of people too. I love all dif kinds of music and I really love gore. Im hoping to find friends and love eventually. Friends and people to hang with are cool too. So message me if you want, I'm not a d**k lol
Oh and another thing; don't bother messaging me if you're the type to drop people without a word. Ive had enough abandonment already, I dont need more.
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Since you read this whole thing, my instagram is [[nUNYA business...]] inbox me for it... im on there wayyy more tho.. You can also get more of a “feel” of me as a being on there..
