I'm a male, 19 years old, (modern) satanist, black metal and hard rock lover, horror/thriller movies.
Gamer, love sport and nature.
I do have autism, but prefer to don't know anything before it happens.
"Just let it happen". So I have autism, but don't have the known habits (luckily)
/Bad youth, basically dead from the inside\ I laugh while I feel empty.
I cry (without tears) but don't feel.
I dated and loved a girl and finally felt love. But, I had to break up because We weren't the match I thought we were.
But that year and a half was the first time I felt true happiness... Which Is I need love, and found this site.
I am Emo, I want a "real" & "intimate" relation with someone honest, and kind.
I also search (I don't know if this is the place but...) for some friend(s)
-Levi/Siem/Seth - (me)