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SLEEPY SHINIGAMI

32 - Straight

NRW, Germany

Jan 16, 2026 03:07

I am Matti.

Living a quiet life with:
•dogs
•small cafés
•trips to places near water or hilltops
I love and need my sleep! Once awake, I'm a coffee vampire.

My attitude:
The world we live in moves in duality: Astonishingly beautiful & cruel beyond reason. I see three ways to channel that:
1) Silently endure.
2) Flee into art/ activity or
3) Take action for change.
Sadness is truth. Self-pity is performative. You're into complaining, judging & fingerpointing? Ghost off.

I personally dont understand political theatrics or many things people stress about. We live on a spinning rock drifting through a black void. Wether you appreciate your blink of existence or not: It won't last.
Even If nobody can't outrun their nature, a person who tries to be a flicker of light in that dark matter is remarkable to me. No irony here.

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I'd appreciate a kind but witted soul to deeper connect with. Since the best way for me leads through art, I just share some pieces I enjoy. Feel welcome to share yours.

Aesthetics I admire:
🌑 Gothic, Neon Noir & Japanese Art 🎎
(Sumi-E & Kintsugi)

📖 Favorite Novels
The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde
The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo by Stieg Larrson

✍️ Perspective changing books:
•The War of Art by Steven Pressfield
•The 48 Laws of Power by Robert Greene
•Crime & Punishment by Fijodor Dostojewski
•Journey to the End of the Night by Ferdinand Celine

I feel drawn to Japanese Death Poems (Jisei) & Greek Mythology.

🎧 Music I listen to on 28 days a month:
•Trip Pop, Dark Pop & Alt Pop / RnB /
Psychedelic Jazz / Classical Music/ Soundtracks🎵🍵
On 2 days a month:
•Hard Rock, Dark Techno & Darkwave 🔥

🎬 My Favorite Movies 🎬
•John Wick Series (Chapter 4 is my favorite)
•Inglourious Basterds
•Devils Advocate
•The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo (Fincher)
•Collateral (2004)
•Django Unchained
•The Matrix
•Black Swan
•The Dark Knight
•TLOTR: Return of the King
•The Intouchables (2011)
•Whiplash (2014)
•Atomic Blonde

💫 Soft Spot for Animation:
•Fantasia 2000, The Incredibles & Shrek 2 are masterpieces as far as I am concerned. I enjoy Disneys Hercules for Hades' epic tantrums.

💀 Favorite Comedians:💀
Ricky Gervais / Bill Burr / Jimmy Carr / Key & Peele

📺 My Taste in Shows
Twisted ethics & deadly games are my thing:
•Dexter & Dexter: Ressurrection
•Breaking Bad / Better Call Saul
•Black Mirror
•Squid Game
•Westworld (S1+2)
•The Boys
•Death’s Game
•Alice in Borderland

🎮🖤 Games I strongly connect with 🖤🎮

•NieR: AUTOMATA
Philosophical Bullet-Ballet about Goth-Androids seeking the meaning of life in an abandoned world. The beautifully haunting musical score and stylish cycle of flowstate-combat make it one of my favorite games.

•CYBERPUNK 2077
Most vibrant open world experience: Cruising through a dystopian neon hell while your body gets consumed by Keanu Reeves' vengeful ghost is one wild braindance. Pick your path in a deadly maze of sin, s*x & sold souls.

Honorable Time Killers:
Super Smash Bros Ultimate / Mortal Kombat 11 /
Hades / Chess Ultra / Pianista

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