Not looking for dating or sexual encounters.
Just like-minded or inspirational people.
I'm Matti.
With a brain shaped by Disney animation in the 90s, I developed
• a pop culture nerdiness like Robin Williams' Genie
• sardonic inner rage screams like Hades
• while being obliviously clueless like Kronk.
Nowadays I live a peacefully boring & introverted life:
Love for dogs, nature, little cafés & short trips to places near water or a beautiful view. I love and need my sleep! Once awake, I'm a fruit & coffee junkie. I do a 15 minute minimum of core exercises daily. But who am I kidding, I am also online A LOT - my prefered way of communication.
The world we live in thrives in the duality of being astonishingly beautiful but cruel beyond reason. Sadness is truth, self-pity is performative. I cant stand that. My POV is to either
1) silently endure,
2) flee into art/ activity or
3) actually taking action for change.
You like complaining & pointing fingers?- I won't like you. Simple as that.
I personally dont bother about political theatrics or most things people stress about. I rather laugh about the absurdities, take a breath and zoom out: We live on a spinning rock drifting through endless nothingness. Appreciate your blink of existence - or don't. It'll pass anyway.
BUT: Even if the universe doesn't care - somehow we can. A person choosing to be a flicker of light in all that dark matter is remarkable to me. No irony here.
I'd appreciate a kind-witted soul to deeper connect with. Since the best way for me leads through art, I just share some pieces I enjoy. In case you connect, feel welcome to share.
Aesthetics I admire:
🌑 Gothic, Neon Noir & Japanese Art 🎎
(Sumi-E, Kintsugi, Kitsune masks)
📖 Favorite Book
The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde
✍️ Strange admiration for Japanese Death Poems (Jisei).
🎧 Music I listen to
Trip Pop & Alt Pop // Neo-Soul // Korean RnB // Acid Jazz // Classical
When the pulse quickens🔥:
Dark Techno // Darkwave // Hard Rock
🎬 All Time Favorite Movies 🎬
•John Wick Series (esp. Chapter 4)
•Collateral (2004)
•Black Swan
•The Devils Advocate
•Matrix
•Kill Bill Volume 1
•The Dark Knight
•Inglourious Basterds
Yeah, its mostly thrillers & overstylized violence.🤷🏻
💫 Soft Spot for Animation:
•Fantasia (1940 & 2000), The Incredibles, Shrek 2 & Coco are my favorites in the genre.
📺 My Taste in Shows
Twisted ethics, social masks & deadly games are my thing💀
•Dexter
•Breaking Bad
•Better Call Saul
•Squid Game
•Death’s Game
•Alice in Borderland
•Westworld (S1+2)
•Death Note
•Black Mirror
🎮🖤 The Game Trinity 🖤🎮
I play one of these to recalibrate from sensory overload. Its mood-dependent which one I pick:
•NieR: Automata
Poetic Sword-Ballet with depressed Robot-Dolls.
•Persona 5 Royal
Planning surreal dream-heists in a cozy Jazz -Café.
•Super Smash Bros Ultimate
My boy Dark Pit slams gaming gods off colorful stages.
I also loved:
Cyberpunk 2077. Last year I did 2 playthroughs & if it wasnt so time-consuming I'd still cruise through that beautiful neon-hell, with Keanu Reeves' vengeful ghost slowly taking over my brain🤣.
🤡 Bonus confession 🤡
Couple times a season I join the carnival samsara of FORTNITE. Mocking pop culture in silly dances & hunting down gen- αlpha kids in a Xenomorph skin can feel strangely rewarding.💀
