MORGOTH

I have specifics when it comes to music but talent occasionally draws me to be a little open minded. I have absolutely no social life because there are none of my kind near. I'm not very expressive and become even more reserved around crowds. Stress and lack of work has kept me from the activities that I love. Making my own melee weapons, making protective wear and medieval wear, firing off the firearms, archery with 4 bows of my own, weapons based fight training, physical fitness, hunting (no firearms), spear fishing. Sing, play and make music, but I haven't practiced anything since December. Trench coat wearing, biker boots, leather chaps when required, some unfinished ink work on my skin but nothing too noticeable. But I do dream of much more. I have facial piercings and face scars from the past. Teasing used to be a big part of my life but still have a HUGE library. I have a close relationship with a niece and nephew that make me question my decision for no kids. With them I see the good I am capable of. I dream of travelling. I adore landscape views and want to see every part of the world. I love being in the woods, living roughly. Astronomy blows my mind, and stand awe inspired every time I star gaze; which is at least for times a week. Been single for four years with no hook ups, alone for four years. Had to move in with my grandparents or live on the streets. Have I hit rock bottom? If so, I have been there for three years... Updated:11-3-2015