I slowly begin to cry
Something’s gone wrong
I struggle to keep strong
Is this what you call healthy?
Is this what you call alive?
You've left here wondering how to survive.
Now I see the sacrifice I’m forced to make,
Pushing on just as much as I take
The voices in my head are screaming
Please! Wake me up! I’m dreaming!
Your lies ripped up my innocence
These secrets are burning in my chest
There’s no time to rest
I must figure out what is best,
The shadows of my past are clawing at my skin,
Much to weak to fight, I guess I’ll just let them win.
Unconsciousness washes over me
Finally, I've been set free
Numbness fills my body
suffocating thoughts of you burn my lungs
I’m drowning. I’m drowning.
Save me! Save me...
I sink deeper into the darkness,
The light from above completely fades,
I cant help but wonder why I let this get so far,
Just like a scar,
This memory will remain with me forever
Empty.
Empty with out you.
I have nothing more to bleed.
You are the only thing I need.
But you’re gone.
Gone.
Before you left, you ripped my heart out.
I didn’t even bother to shout
Tears silently streamed down my face, you took no notice.
I watched as you strangled, stabbed, & shredded the only thing that kept me alive,
Right before my eyes.
I gave you everything I had and was.
My love.
My Heart.
My Trust.
Yet, it still wasn’t enough.
So you threw it back in my face.
Then you left with the wind.
The wind...
So, helplessly, I wait.
At the bottom of this ocean
Ocean of pain, heartbreak, and betrayal.
Waiting for someone to save me.
To stitch me back together again.
How long will I wait, you ask?
However long its takes.
Weeks.
Months.
Years.
Decades even.
For someone to save me.
Save Me...
Stitch me back together again.
Again.....
