It's Hard Not To Believe It's True,
Emotions Had Left With You,
Your Heart that used to beat to mine,
how could you dare think Im fine,
you took the leftovers from my memory,
just so you could be free,
no here I am waiting ,
bleeding ,
breathing ,
without any sense,
I wish I couldve said stay,
but the wind blew you with the rest of me away.
And yet I still wait.
Your voice, that peeled my skin,
Your touch, that laid my soul to ben.
Your lips, that wiped my heart,
This was it,I knew from the start.
But this time had past,
The Love I loved had gone to fast.
His Heart had left a crime,
Speaking about it was not the time.
Milliones of tears lost durring Night,
Since then life turned into a fight.
Spring began ,I lost my tan,
Sommer was to warm,
old dresses to death worn,
so on came the fall,
the hardest of all.
Winter was a wast,
While spredding tears I wrote these phrase.
Lost in anger and lost my smile,
Was depressed for a while.
Soon I found my relief in this knife,
Felt much better in this life.
It left my soul go free,
No one knew but me.
I never eat,
Had even lost too much weight.
Would he love me now?
If he could just see me change,oh how.
His name spredded across my chest,
It felt like an incomplete quest.
Shivering fingers across this broken heart,
I found in loving this knife a whole new start.
But a year past so fast again,
I even lost each friend.
Now I'm all alone,
Fragile,broken and scarred to the bone.
That's what I had gotten for hating life,
And falling inlove with this stupid knife.
