Im looking for a relationship and a friendship.
I love chatting on msn and reading and listening to music.
I also have a facebook, myspace and bebo.
My favourate band is My Chemical Romance. I've seen them twice now and I managed to get to the front at the last MCR gig I went too.
I also love Green Day and have seen them twice. But I've never got to the front at there gig or got on the stage and it really upsets me and makes me look and feel so pathetic. People give me s**t for not trying harder. I CAN'T HELP IT
I also wish I could go to more gigs. I don't have any friends and I've never had a friend who likes my kinda music. Also my family are nothing like me they don't like my kinda music and there all a bunch of trends. My family also hate My Chemical Romance. I've got new found relatives in Australia who we found on the family tree and I've met some of them because they came to England but it turned out that they hate My Chemical Romance and turn the TV over when ever they come on.
It makes people say I can't be a proper fan with having things like this in my life.
I also always have so many problems going to gigs. I've been lost for so many years on what to do. Everyone says it's all my fault for been like this for so many years and say that everyone else would have worked out what to do.
It all looks so stupid at my age and I hate people telling me to go to gigs on my own it really frustrates me and works my head.
The mental health team won't help me they just blame me.
I also have something wrong with me but have never been diagnosed with anything.
I don't trust SATNAVs cos they send you the wrong way or the long way round.
I CAN'T HELP ANY OF THIS AND NO I'M NOT MAKING UP EXCUSES OR PUTTING BLOCKS UP PLEASE BELIEVE ME
