Life should be valued. It’s why I’ll never work full time and why I’m getting SSI for housing and applying for my Autism. Just a known fact I've been on Section 8 housing since I was 21 and now as someone that's 29 I'm number 7,000 on the list and when I was 21 years old I was at number 10,000. Therefore I went straight for SSI. I'm not waiting till I'm 40-50 finally on my own low income money so I can pay rent every month. Also I did apply for the Workforce because of my Autism, anxiety and physical disabilities. However my caseworker from Workforce also said that working 25 hours a week would be best for me and the jobs he also suggested were taking care of animals, cleaning animal cages, feeding them and other easy animal tasks, packing labels or printing them, cleaning tables, sorting clothes and telling people where to go. Also since he has seen my condition on how I walk and my sway walk/unbalanced issues suggests pushing shopping carts and stocking heavy items is a no go for me and also due to my mental problems being a cashier or in a busy place is a no go and I need somewhere quiet, very stressful, super populated areas are a no go. Why is this? Because I need to be somewhere free of those things. Why you might ask? Because I won't be overstimulated and have to leave the building. The problem I've is this: where are there little options for disabilities? There most towns/cities will have 1 or 2 options to help people live on their own? Really a shame that society, the government and schools see people with a disability a burden. Makes my self hatred worse. Don't ask me anymore about this because you NEED TO READ MY BLOGS TO SEE THE PROGRESS STEPS! I said this thousands and thousands of times like a broken record. You need to click on my profile picture here and then look at the album titles! But I value my mental energy, my spiritual energy, my overall mental state status even though my hue is pitch black I still value the care of doctoring the pitch black hue, I also value my overall being and you get the gist. Who knows Black Water can consume me early for all I know. I want to enjoy life while I can and there are some people who want to work 40 hours a week or more/coming home exhausted. I can’t be consumed like that and I've 0 desire to live a life like that and I never will. Self awareness is a blessing and a curse. My self awareness spiked at age 26 and has heightened each time I age a year in this physical realm. I simply am paranoid about this and like driving. But take a step back. You play video games/video games you kill enemies and other things like that etc. That’s fake/not real. It’s something that will never happen in real life. Mario Kart 8 is the same way. and same as Fall Guys. On Fall Guys sometimes you've to do mischievous Loki tricks to win or survive. You gotta do what you gotta do to win at video games but that doesn't mean that applies to reality. The only thing that applies to video games and reality is the emotions you feel in the story of the video game or winning something. People that blame video games or hip hop music for violence and school shootings. That's just the government pointing the blame and not solving the problem. But back on taking lives on video games. My thing about this topic is people are playing a fictional character, not real. Even though I’m evil and take the crown away from people at the end, take revenge on trolls (those that sit on the bridge or hide when having a crown etc/if you accidentally hit someone I’ve had a friend/me and the person started randomly chasing us. So I fought back and I've been trolled on Fall Guys several times. A few people have tried pushing me off or tried to make me stumble so I could fall off. What I mean by that is holding me down till a rod spins my way and I don't have time to jump and I fall.. Mario Kart 8 really helps me take out my frustrations on people that I feel so pent up inside. I don’t have to be nice on MK8 or Fall Guys. Because MK8 is for vengeance and revenge and I will list in my comments in my photo albums why I say that and you can have a honest look yourself bahaha. Oh yeah there is a lot of trolls on Fall Guys. But I don't really care haha.
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