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Why do my blogs exist? For your entertainment? No. Do you understand I spent a whole week forming the blogs? I understand I messed up the format and my grammar is pretty bad but I've a wolf and snake tongue on me as a metaphor statement. However back on top these blogs did take me a week to all make them. You probably think how? The 2017 blogs I already had those saved the other blogs were made from scratch. I didn't have those on file and I made a few new ones. I did have them saved for friends only on my very old account but I didn't copy and paste because I would have to change the black background to white or another color so that was tedious so I did have to manual do everything over again as the 2017 notes were on Google Notes which no background is black but white. I think the most draining thing an ex friend decided let me have a bright idea. How about you post this to the public? Well I did and that backfired in DM messages. Anyways off subject again let's go back on the final verdict paws topic which final paws is a final verdict anyways I was kind and generous enough to care to let people know about me before wasting their time. But from what I can tell people don't appreciate my blogs. I've been blocked and also assaulted in messages about my blogs being too long. However I never forced or harassed or bullied anyone to read my blogs in one day. I've offered a few people a whole week to read my blogs and I still got blocked, But I know you will see the view count. My account isn't deleted on GW and Emo Wire and the very few friends that still view my profile. I know one blog has over 200 or more views on there that doesn't mean I've 200 friends. My blogs are posted on other websites that I don't log into like Emo U.K. Ginpop Emo Wire Gone Gothic to name a few. However I rarely receive contact requests from those accounts I no longer log into. So you're probably like that must mean you've 200 friends on your contacts no....some people read my blogs and never contact me. I leave my contact information loose because if someone were to hack me on any contacts they wouldn't get any family members and my real name isn't posted on any contact forms that I leave out so what's the point? I rarely once in a blue moon get a random request left on my. Anyways some people might find me hostile or rude or aggressive on my profile but let me explain why. Also before I do posting an autobiography about me was a big achievement. Why do you ask? I would've never thought in a million years I would post such deep draining personal information about myself too the public. I did Goth Wire because I didn't want to do something extremely world wide or something really popular. Not many people know what Goth Wire is in the outside world and there is also no app for that place so that makes the place well less known. You would've to type in free social Gothic Websites perhaps to find it. The only reason why I heard of Goth Wire was because of the social part of VF closing. I don't recommend signing up for GW. Because almost everyone is a troll there. Extreme bullying and legit why I permanently left was because of the bullying and if you see me leave here that's because I had enough and I should free myself of places like these.
I will explain what has happened in various years on Alt Scene and other accounts that are not related to here. 1. I had a weird freaky guy on here called SilverMoon that said he broke my circle. I assume a spiritual circle? So he can weaken my powers or state or rebuild them? Because I told him too f**k off when he wanted me to retype out my blogs and my physical blogs which I've too many problems too type out on Instagram anyways and when I was being aggressive he was like I'm going to banish your darkness and I'm like ? I've had people in the past not on here try to exorcise me LMAO. Many fail to understand my hate and negative energy comes from my family excluding my sister because I keep drama out of her life unless needed to and we get along. Me and my dad and my aunt don't get along and I've to fake it to make it personality and act like someone else. I know you hate to hear the victim card but whatever I'm going to say my aggressiveness about reading my profile isn't because of the wolf and snake tongue I've and communication problem and I just get tired of the harassment and I just break down and explode like a ticking bomb and I can't help myself. 2. I've been harassed on here many times. My profile is long. I don't understand why people can't read a 30-40 minute profile? Do you not give a $hit all the effort and time I spent on my profile? I forget people don't give a $hit about anything nowadays. Sorry I'm kind and considerate despite my icy and chilly and feral communication tablet on here. Like why isn't when someone posts effort in their profile that just ends up being trashed upon? Like seriously? Oh wait also kindness doesn't exist in the world anymore. 3. My last profile I kid you not someone legit asked me what my gender was....and also only TWO people really found the fish package joke funny. Come to find out a pawful of creatures/peoples here don't know how to view pictures on here. Excuse me if I'm rude or a c-u-n-t burger but is that rocket science to figure out how to view more photos? I mean for me to be a logical creature and over analyze things. I didn't see any option to view photos on the select page of the user so my second logical sense was to go what if I click on the profile? Will the other albums or photos appear? I made that choice within a few seconds. So I expected others to know about that information on this website clearly I was mistaken. Why did my view on stoners dampen? Because this happened even though this only happened a few times in this recent year was because of this. Like seriously.... is this how you really treat a woman? On this site one guy said he was interested in me....so uh....I've not heard back from him in a few weeks he said he was busy at his work and job and was busy so I go to look on his Instagram (he gave me his account I didn't stalk him) he posted a photo of him stoned and then someone commented on that and replied so when I removed his follow and restricted his account he turned off his comments LMAO. Like ? What the ? Why would anyone do that to someone. Other stoners I've seen online are posting pictures of their bongs or getting high off their A$$ and posting how high they're online on social media like just no stop the attention seeking there is nothing cool about that at all. I think in my brain that's all just for show people that smoke weed just because of the hip cool hippie phase is stupid. I'm also anti acid for spiritual purpose if you've to use a drug not a divination tool to enhance your spiritual ability that's pretty stupid. What I mean is do you really have to go on a acid trip to be extremely spiritual? Like no. By tools I mean tarot cards and pendulum due to who I live with in this household I'm not allowed to have those items in the house but I do have my eyes on some tarot cards and pendulums that I want. However do you understand? Acid you're tripping out and you're not using your ''NATURAL'' giving abilities and testing them with the tools like tarot for divination tools like a pendulum and so on. Anyways if that makes no sense to you oh well. How do I feel about musicians and artists in other fields? Fine with me but if you're going to be one of those select few that say I don't need a job I can survive on my local band money. You're lost your insanity and madness. Nobody in this day and age can survive off of local band money. I'm sure the big time artist have to have some kind of part time job otherwise you really think a band alone is going to pay for rent and food and bills and musician equipment or other art supplies? How do I feel when someone is interested in me then blocks me after what confuses me the most is I get blocked after and I don't understand why? Is that because of my Instagram page or did he change his mind? Or is it the post on my Instagram? What I mean by that I post tons of artwork every two months or three months or whatever. I think some guys might get the wrong idea. That's why I'm letting the guy follow me on Instagram to buy me things. Which is wrong. I'm the type of creature where if my phone breaks 100 percent of the time I go buy a new phone so Instagram is mainly a storage device. Instagram eats away my battery on an iPhone SE the older model hence why this is my third preferred contact option as my notifications are turned off to preserve the battery life. I can't wait to get an iPhone 7 anyways back on top. I've never asked anyone to buy me things. If my birthday comes or Mother's day or Christmas comes and if you feel like you want to mail me something THAT IS UP TO YOU. I will not ask you. I will not say anything. I get $40 every two weeks for my aunt if she things the house looks clean enough to her liking that's where the anime merch comes from. I also don't understand speaking of Instagram and I'm done with the collecting part section here but I get blocked for no reason when we're having a normal conversation. I just end up getting blocked? Which makes me think and yeah I know this is a paranoid thing is other people stalking me or telling other people things about me that are not true? I do have tons of haters on my old Alt scene so I probably got some rumors floating around about me. But the truth is why can't you confront me why you don't like talking to me instead of blocking me? Sounds extremely fishy though to block me when we're having a normal conversation makes no sense. How many friends have I made recently on this account? I would say 5? Or 10? In the last few weeks or months? Most people don't talk to me because my profile is too much for them to handle or the wolf mother part is an instant rejection. I will state this probably more than three times I'm not looking for a parent replacement or have you buy things for my real life pup thank you very much. I've one thing I should strongly suggest I don't support the furry community or this My Little Pony clan or whatever just no. I like cute things but not that I like those figures that start with a T and look like unicorns I like collecting that and I know grown adults do and just like grown adults play Animal Crossing nothing wrong with that when your reality isn't going to be like that and you know the cute anime figures. Spirituality has nothing to do with a fur suit or insult. Someone can pay my A$$ $500 to get in a fursuit and I wouldn't @ all. Nope! So tacky. Final summary? Learn about me before judging me and blocking me. If you were to tell me I need a week to read your blogs then that's fine that's not going to aggravate me there is tons of deep spiritual and personal information that might take awhile for you to absorb in your brain. Now remember I preferred to be massaged outside of Alt Scene. Remember to be kind because there isn't much of that in this world. If you plan to harass or bully me or be s-e-x-u-a-l on my contacts remember a block and a report will be sent and I will see if your Instagram is on your Alt page or your username on Instagram and I will leave a comment that you're a s-e-x-u-a-l harasser before blocking you. Learn manners and learn about me before you hit the block button. My block button is sadly higher than my friend count LMAO. |
