I've a Bound By Metal account if you see Rising Tide that's me. I did have two accounts somehow I forgot the usernames so whoops! This one isn't like Alt you've to post photos of yourself. You can't add pictures like these or my profile picture and the place will not take Anime photos either
https://www.altscene.com/profile/view/353522
https://www.metaldating.com/42389.htm (only 5 photos allowed unless you pay membership) this place is semi free and you can only send 20 messages a day and 10 winks or something like that and I can't remember the number count anyways and who cares? LMAO.
My real 🐺 and spirit 🐺🐺🐺🐺 and yeppers I'm a 🐺 mother and if that's not okay with you then you don't need to keep reading my Alt and Metal Dating page + doesn't matter. I've faced many countless rejections and even for friends. I guess people have this in their head about single parents looking for a replacement and that's so wrong. Again judgement before even trying.
Important if you care about spirituality in someone's love life or just why I believe in the spiritual plane as I do and more information will be had in the physical as both collide anyways
However this will give you more time to learn about me spiritually of what I stand for in general
In the end that's what the ''MANY'' of what the true end is? Could I tell you my end darling? If self suicide is what makes me tick? No that's not the case each unit is part of Mother Snake and I can't and will not take anything less of myself. Beauty to me and physical appearance to me ah that's right I never described my feelings in that sense of a spiritual ink and I shall say physical appearance is a temple and only to be a container for someone to host in almost in a parasitic way but also a spiritual unit. You must show yourself to Mother in many ''forms'' and what is beautiful to her. The tail whips of Mother are painful. You see as painful as the tidal wave storms the beautiful emerald green glowing scales and purple gems on Mother's body and eyes are quite the glorious thing. But what is glorious is destroying myself until I see myself perfect in Mother's eyes and Mother's ideals and goals and I'll make this goal as absolute like the ideals I don't stand for ''NOTHING BUT THE FINAL BRANCH THAT IS BLACK IN MY EYES AND PAINT EVERYTHING BLACK'' you see the memories of the drowned raven in Black Water Shrine holding the beast seal cards in the adult blue paws of mine and scorched blue and black flame processor and the torn beast seal cards drenched and the hair down the water like ''BLACK OOZE LIKE THE SOUL'' tell me Mother what can appease you? Mother looked at me with a fast slithering snake tongue and said '''obsolete the humans and toy with them and hang them on the chains of the abyss'' and I look at mother with worn battled taraumize eyes ''humans deserved to be judged and should be judged for their crimes sins and existence after all there is no other way to atone for their sins'' and I put my adult blue black paws on mother's head and smiles as I whisper ''drown the user if you must self eradicate me and now I can rest into dream city'' ah as I sit down drenched and in my ''coat of the beast layered with a rebuilt moon suit to protect the wearer I thought to myself in this dream the BLEEDING ABYSS CHAINS'' the wrong judged that failed to enter shall be bleeding through the string and the Abyss pool can drop ah this thought of madness Loki please guide me at this time so I can dive into the Abyss with ''OPEN ARMS'' and when I think of you darling my soul and your love is fully absorbed into the user and the canvas is finally ''complete'' and barrier of sin is wrapped in the sheath obi sword but when I went down to the Abyss and almost ''drowned'' there was the awakened Sleeping Prince with the complete Spider Mask I gave him standing in the Abyss with following Abyss chains by his command and he looks at me ''ah darling what time to be awake finally morphed and transformed'' now the King of Spiders himself Bel Bel can be apart with ''YOU'' don't run now because then Mr Bulba don't want to miss his darling now would he?'' Mr Spider said with a tilt of the head'' and I looked over at him with a tilt and my beast slits open and black with red shards ''if I must I'll put a beast seal all over his dinner table and grin and whisper in his ears checkmate father I became and found the true beast seal as I would stab some weak pathetic meal on the table''' as The King Of Spiders himself comes over and places his long slender spider like demon claws over me and my raven crest over my beast heart and smiles and says ''darling where is that motherly side? Did you open the mouth like the olden wolf himself and consumed and one with the devourer himself or did you decide to open yourself up and the Spider Mask while I was asleep? Tisk tisk tisk dangerous one and don't forget a Mother herself can't be self eradicated'' I stood there thinking focusing my beast slits and I started to drop the ''Spiritual pen and paintbrush of my lover's canvas'' No! I will not have no other way to be this way to Mother but I'm a Mother myself ah I lower my head with a grin ah I see now ''I carried the beast and the beast became the OUTERFRONTINAL OF ME'' ah how I must've not seen that. But you see now sweep me off ashore the promised pain into a tidal wave this promise pain was too much and the anchor carried me around and thrashed me across the ocean tattered like these chains and blood from the Abyss. I went up against my darling and lover in combat without knowing did I? I destroyed our love and then a parasite formed into a poison and our love turned ''BLACK and poisoned the water'' oh no what have I done? I put my back against the King of Spiders himself and curled into a cocoon. Let me sleep now darling....I....and let me cocoon myself in your love darling and let the poison flow through ''US'' and let Mother Rise and rise from the Rising Tide.
Read my profile 💯 and I will not tolerate if you don't 😾😾😾😾
Let me say a few things why am I single? I've a few reasons and take 📝💯
1. Most guys come after me for one night stand or s*x or a quick hook up or trophy wife and besides my mysterious wispy aura for some strange odd reason that I don't understand why is that some creature/peoples might feel some get this rich luxurious trophy wife vibe and I've no idea why LMAO. I don't know why people see me as luxurious and rich and expensive looking like how or why? I don't understand? LMAO. I also don't desire s*x every single damn day or in the week either. I'm a very cranky person and aloof and sometimes I like my space and I get extremely aggravated if bothered this is due because I've severe mental and emotional problems and I think due to the severity I think I've permanent damage I've been to a therapist about this issue but only helped mildly. However I should state that I also have been rejected by Medicaid four times and I no longer can afford my birth control patch and I'm not trusting no generic birth control pill for protection either and I only use it to stop my time of the month from happening anyways because I feel really ill as well. Birth control patch was easier for me and I never felt sick however the patch is over $100 or I think in the mid $120 with no insurance. I got denied for a few reasons of Medicaid two or three times were on them. Lost my paperwork and then dared to say my dad sent the wrong paper work when my dad didn't in the first place. I think the third reason is my dad is making too much money which is not true at all not once did medicaid look at my dad's bills that he has to pay. Also a mental place is helping me find disability and online work and a low income apartment but I've to take a test that I can only do in person my dad called to see why he hasn't heard anything in three months and they go we still don't have a date from our headquarters and boss when you can come in person to take the test because I have' to take a I.Q. test in person and I can't do that virtual if I don't qualify for disability the mental center can help me find a online job with my needs because I've a learning disability. I wanted to state this as I know this is a gigantic issue for some. So yei @ this time there is nothing I can do and I've no idea what I'm going to do to get insurance.
2. I don't want anymore pup in real and in spirits I can't have any anyways and two being a 🐺 mother is hard due to the fact that even just being friends I still get rejected and yes I've been rejected a few times even as friends because of my real and spirit pups. I think the idealism of this psychological behavior is I'm looking for a ''replacement'' which I'm not.
3. My living situation and I can't move out of the state I'm. All these statements have a reason if you can read and find the links to my spiritual personal blog and physical blog.
4. I never had a issue with this but I normally like to only come out a hour or two out of the furs to talk. I like to be summoned now instead of me just talking this has helped me mental and spiritual as well. However feel free to ask me to come out any darn time of the day and same with my spirit husbands have questions? Ask them to come out simple
i also should state I will tolerate zero disrespect to my spiritual writing. I should also state as well I do have a Woven In Black website however the same thing as Bound By Metal and same rules apply. I should also state for both dating website you've to wait for someone to accept your contact before chatting. Also if Goth Wire doesn't load that means the website is down which most of the time that website is. Also for the loose spirutal writing on the 5th comment is loose because I don't log in and don't remember my GW account log in and don't care to sign up for another one and I highly recommend that you don't sign up to that either lots of trolls and A$$holes there. That's just a Walmart or Walnuts version of the closed down social part of VF. Also I might get a texting app for some reason my phone is acting out but no probably be Text Free or something like that were the sign up process doesn't ask for your real cellphone number. Sometimes this phone works on text messages other times takes a few days to send the message. I plan on getting a iphone 7 this year because I really hate these new 2020 phones were everything is sliding on the screen everywhere to exit out of something and the home button is a double-tap or nonexistent. On one of my family members had the iPhone SE 2020 and I couldn't figure out how to exit out of something till 5-10 minutes later. Really stupid and highly aggravating if you ask me. I've the old iphone SE and like the phone. However as iphones are known for poor battery and the screen is already lifting three years after owning the phone however this seems to be a common issue with this iPhone model. Also Apple says iPhone 7 has a good battery life or the best one yet for it's time LMAO we will see about that LMAO. Also I don't have Skype and I don't call you can find the reason why in my physical blog.
🐱🐱🐱 are therapeutic there is three in this house and one is mine and one is called Jill PIll 😹😹😹 the other two belong to someone else in the house. I do like 🐶 I just wasn't raised 24/7 around them all my life in this vessel and I do like small 🐶 such as a Yorkshire and Dachshund and only reason why I don't like big 🐶 is half of them are my weight I wouldn't be able to walk the 🐶 anyways if you've any pets I would love to see them! I even like 🐦 but not parakeets those things got on my nerves, I didn't own them someone else did back in the day. If you've any other pets I would love to see them!
Also I should state this as well I don't really feel comfortable answering questions from the physical blog as much as I do from the spiritual personal blog. I really don't want to really talk about much tops in the physical blogs. Just don't and you don't need to anyways.
936-255-4138 this is a U.S. text app so don't text me out o state also for pyscopathic people out there this is a random made number this isn't my real number so good luck doing a illegal background check on me which happened twice. You will not get no more than my name and a my fake location or a close location to where I live. I will not trust you either with telling you tons of information about my real life pup either. Also I will not tolrate sexual harrasment or stalking on my contacts given I will report you and will take action if needed and I also will blast you all over the internet. Kik will be temporary deleted for a week I might extend or a week and a half and get myself together. I should also list something read my spiritual writings in Goth Wire blogs first the spiritual writings will make more sense that way then reading the loose ones. If you would like me to send the loose ones besides the one on the 5th comment and my old Alt profile I can however there is a text limit on Kik and Instagram so I wouldn't be able to do that unless text or email.
Don't send me messages on this account anymore. I'll be taking my leave bye!
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