all i want is to feel love and actuly be happy if i'm not happy life an't worth living.
why bother do any thing nothing good will ever to me life is just not fair all i can do is sit and cry because of the pain i feel when i see couples holding hands and i feel like thier rubing it in my face it makes me so made i don't know what i'd do.
i feel like the world is against me and judging me when all i want is to be is loved like everyone else and if there was a god i wouldn't so lonely i'd actuly be happy and i would know what its like to be loved and i would have a girlfreind.
ijust hope theres a woman out there that will sooth the extreme pain i feel every waking day i hope it wound be long beacuse i don't want to die alone like i am inside.
