I'm gothic and I protect my temple I been hurt so much I can't believe that my ex boyfriend broke my Heart I wish the pain would go away but blood drains from my wrists After 9 years of being with him I know he was cheating on me over and over i fallen apart i can't feel love anymore I'm a lone wolf I believe in the wolf spirit because I'm native American Apache I feel sad and miserable and lonely please someone save my life and my Heart I beg of mercy I love horror movies so much