Why am I here? Cause I feel completely alone. I'm surrounded by people, but no-one understands the true me. Except for J. He's my best friend but I know I'm not his. I'm completely and totally in love with him. I know he will never feel the same, but I know he cares about me. I'll never tell him, because I would rather him be my friend than not be in my life at all.
So here I am, a place where I can be myself, and distract myself from the pain of not being loved back by the most perfect person in the world.