I'm 19 years old but I'll be 20 in a couple of months. I love dancing and I have my own YouTube channel but I haven't started yet. When I was 5 years old I was abused by men and it made me scared to be around them.I would always keep my distance and stay away from them. I had a bad childhood when I was growing up.sometimes I would think of suicide because I hated my life.I'm a quiet person when I'm around people.my friends tell me I'm shy but I just don't like to talk.in school I was bullied because I had scoliosis. My spine is curved and it hurts when I try to sit up straight. On February 1,2013 my grandma died.she had spinal cerebellum degeneration and before I was born she was walking until it paralyzed her from the waist down.my grandma was the only person that cared about me. She told me I was he favorite granddaughter and it doesn't matter what people say about me.their opinions don't matter,they're just making people feel bad so they can be happy.